It
is often said that peoples greatest enemy is fear… the fear of inadequacy and
the fear of rejection may be some of the reasons why. However, fear is a
thought in the mind, which means that people who are fearful are actually afraid
of their own thoughts.
For
me, when I start worrying about the prospect of failure, it is really me not wanting
to seem a failure to the people I am close to/look up to.
Failure
that no one is aware of can seem much easier to deal with. This is probably
true for most of us; to buckle and fall flat on your face with no witness is
much easier to deal with than a crowd of spectators witnessing your fall.
When
we start worrying about other people’s judgments, of our failure; suddenly a
blunder seems less like a bad judgment but more like an exposure of how inadequate
we are.
The
fear of being judged can stop us branching out to explore new opportunities. If
we can just accept that our mistakes don’t define us, they can help us gain a
greater sense of meaning and connection with people.
It
becomes easier to help and understand people who have experienced the same
failures in life that you have. You are now able to give authentic help and support
them, since you have been there before. You become genuine, humble and more
able to forgive.
It
is true to say that there are some mistakes we have made in the past. If we had a chance to re live that time again,
we would definitely avoid doing the mistake. The past has gone, but what we can
do is make choices based on our past experiences and knowledge that we have
now.
The
best way to live, I feel is do the things we want to do irrespective of what
people may say or see. Doing this consequently may risk being seen as
inadequate and yes people might form an opinion of you. But better to live than
live a life full of regrets …. I wish I had ……I would have…..I should have… I
could have….
We
only have one life, take a chance, breath and live!!!